Even though we were trying to conceive, I was still shocked when I found out I was pregnant.  Partly, because it had been two years.  And partly because I’m in my mid-thirties, and we were just starting appointments with the local fertility center.

Would we have to go through harrowing fertility treatments like others I know?  I was just coming to terms with the possibility that I may not be able to get pregnant.

What if this wasn’t God’s plan for us?  Would I have enough faith to be okay with that?

These were the questions that had been circling my mind for nearly two years.  But now a new question emerged.

Can I do this?!?